Sometimes embracing being alone is a lot easier than embracing something that will create pain and agony for other people. No matter what in the end the one person I have to live with, love, and cherish is myself. And while God did not create man to be alone, being alone is a lot better than watching others suffer. I realized today that attempting to force upon others the dreams of my youth is unfair and will only result in me getting hurt. So here I am alone waiting for the world to call, and for the calm to return.